Tuesday, December 9, 2008
My sister's best friend
My mom and my sisters were waiting for me in a store parking lot to get off work and finish some errands as we were going to go on vacation. I told them that I would be there in about ten minutes as I started to complete my errands... One thing led to another and it ended up being HOURS before I finally finished whatever I was doing. By that time, they had already drove home because they did not feel like waiting in the car anyone.. Completely understandable.
I am not sure why, but we ended up not going on vacation and I ended up sitting in work cubicles answering phones next to my older sisters best friend Trey and his girlfriend Erin. Erin and I were making fun of customers and eating chocolate while Trey sat there and just rambled on about useless information. It was really quite odd... I then remembered my sister walking in and started talking to Trey about useless stuff when Erin started laughing hysterically throwing chocolate all over the place. I have no idea what happened after that. LOL
Friday, December 5, 2008
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Being chased from Circle K
The first day went well so my sister and I headed home after our shifts were over. I did not sleep well that night and was back at work in the morning. This time I was working with another friend of mine, whose name I cannot remember. He had stayed up all night and decided I could run things myself since we rarely had customers and went to the back of the store to take a nap. Not one single person came in for the next few hours.
I heard a loud sound come from the back of the store and decided to go check on my buddy to make sure he was OK. As soon as I got into the back room, I saw my friend lying in the bed tied up and all bloody. He had duct tape over his mouth but I could tell he was trying to get me to run as he kept looking at the closet and the back door. I did not hesitate running out of the store and started down the street when two men came out of the back room after me.
I ran through the grass over a large hill that ended up turning into a small cliff. The two men were closing in behind me in a truck so I decided to jump. Thankfully, I made it to the bottom without harm. It gave me some time since the men needed to drive around the hill to get to the bottom of the cliff. I remember running for my life trying to get to the closest shop to call the police (not sure why I didn’t at the store). I was in the middle of a horse pasture when I saw the truck coming up the dirt road towards me.
There were a few horses running along with me. They were bright orange with black mane’s and tails. One horse was following close behind me when I decided to stop and jump on it to try and get it to run me into town quicker. As soon as I got on the horse my alarm clock woke me up.
So much for an ending…
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Two dreams, one night
I was being hunted by this man who had this really cool hover craft. I was not really sure why he was coming after me, but I ran anyways since dying was the last thing on my mind. I ended up falling into a river… which was a bad and a good thing. Good because they guy chasing me lost track and bad because I was really battered up. I was so dazed I could only see a blurry image of a man grabbing me up and carrying me somewhere. I woke up in some kind of tent and soon realized I was in the middle of a Native American village in the middle of the desert.
My rescuer came in and asked how I was feeling. He was a very handsome man, strong, and had many distinct features in his face. I was immediately attracted. I felt better and let him know this… He then helped me up and took me outside to the river to get a drink of water. He spoke about why I was out there and I told him I really did not know and that there was a man trying to kill me. He mentioned seeing this man, and that he was in fact looking for a woman like me. He said he had not seen anyone and the man moved on.
I then remember sleeping in another tent when I was suddenly woken up by my handsome rescuer and a large built friend of his. They both grabbed me up and carried me over to a house saying we needed to hide and that the man was back. I really do not remember much of the rest of the dream, but only these two men protecting me from the guy on the hover craft.
Fighting
The second dream I had last night was held in my friend Brandon’s house. In the house was Brandon, Nick, Brandon’s girlfriend, and myself. Brandon and I had been hanging out in his bedroom and ended up falling asleep on the bed. His girlfriend walked in and thought we had been messing around with each other and immediately got upset and pissed off at me. She started screaming and threatening to “kick my ass” when she finally ended up pushing me.
I got off the bed and started to kick the crap out of her, smashing her head against walls, putting her in choke holds and hitting her in the face, kicking her in the stomach, etc… This went on for awhile until Nick came into the room and broke it up. The girl screamed a few more things at me and left the house. I was pissed at this point and told Nick I was going to go home. For some reason he would not let me and took my truck keys. No matter what I did, he would not give them back to me. I even threatened to call the police, didn’t phase him at all. I actually tried calling the cops but no one would answer the phone. He jumped in the shower and took the keys in there with him so I could not leave while he was in there.
I opened the bathroom door slowly and quickly grabbed the keys out of the shower before he could stop me and headed out the door. When I got to my truck, the door was open. I knew something was wrong, and of course when I opened the door, my truck had been torn apart. The stereo, subs, amp, everything was gone. I knew it was that girl who had done it but all I could do was sit in my truck and cry. Nick popped up in my window and realized how upset I was and hugged me. He apologized and promised everything would be ok.
I woke up after that.
Friday, October 3, 2008
A Child's Dream
We hopped on the little cart that took us through the ride and started on our journey through the different rooms the ride offered. The first was this odd looking fellow who stood in the corner of the room chuckling loudly at something across from him, when I looked there was another man standing over a table poking at a very small woman who looked like a puppet, but she was not.
The next room took us down a flight of stairs. On the way down, my friend and I noticed there were tons of crazy looking pictures on the wall. The weird thing about them was they could not be made out. Each and every one of them was fussy and seemed to be moving around in the most hypnotic ways.
The third room was pretty much the same as the first except there was no other man and no little puppet woman, but only a man standing in the corner laughing hysterically at us as we rolled by him. We entered the next room by slamming into a large heavy wooden door into total darkness. I started to get a little freaked out at this point thinking it was going to turn into some sick clown show – which would have turned this innocent dream into a nightmare. Suddenly a green flash lit up the room to show four different people, two on each side of the tracks shooting laser guns at one another. They started shooting at the cart when two shields magically appeared from the cart to block the shots from hitting us.
The ride was then finished after this room. Although I technically only went through the ride once, it played over a few times in my dream. The last thing I remember happening in the dream before waking up was the last part of the ride became reality. There were individuals grabbing these laser guns trying to shoot at us with them. I ended up going into a store that looked to be like a Wal-Mart, grabbed a few guns for myself and went on the hunt to finish the people off.
I then woke up…. Wish I would have stayed asleep; I would have loved to see how this turned out.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Superman and Hawaiian Luxury Living
I had enrolled in school once more to finish out my bachelors in Visual Communications. I was still taking online courses so I could venture wherever need be and not have to worry about going to a classroom at a specific time and place. I remember I was having a really hard time with finances and being able to afford a place to live. I got a call from my father letting me know I was more than welcome to stay with him at his mansion in Hawaii for free until I finished school. Of course I accepted the invitation without hesitation.
I do not remember the flight there but I do remember arriving at this beautiful lavish place set right on a cliff overlooking the ocean. There was a small path that led right down to a private beach that was fenced off to keep intruders out.
I ended up meeting up with my current boss and asking him about setting up an office in Hawaii… Since him and his wife visit there so often, he agreed and decided it would be a great idea. With work and school in order, this dream was certainly turning out to be a dream come true ;-).
I decided to take a walk down to the beach when I was attacked by some sort of sea creature. It looked like a mixture between a large whale and a shark, but was neither. It started to take me under the surf when a man grabbed me and started to take me high in the air. I looked up to see my boyfriend Nick, but he wasn’t Nick, he was SUPERMAN! He flew around the island a few times before he landed on my dad’s back porch and asked me if I was alright. I said yes… and he was on his way.
The next day I went out to the back patio again and saw the same sea creature that attacked me before hanging out in the shallows on our private beach. I immediately started to feel anxious and turned to go back inside when I saw Superman Nick come flying out of the sky. He grabbed the creature, spun it around a few times, and threw it as far as the eye could see. He then flew down and met me on the patio where he said “Noelle, I have been watching you for quite some time and I am absolutely in love with you”. He then picked me up and took me for a flight around the island holding me close to him the whole time.
I do not remember much more about how the dream ended other than the two of us landing in the middle of a Luau and starting to dance.
I found this dream to be relatively amusing due to the fact Nick is completely in love with heroes such as Superman and Iron Man.
Monday, September 22, 2008
Why always cheating?
"Dreams of a partner cheating are common in relationships. If no concerns about betrayal or infidelity exist in waking life, the dreams are a sign of insecurity on behalf of the dreamer." - http://www.dreamdoctor.com/dictionary/cheating.shtml
I have no concerns about betrayal or infidelity when it comes to Nick and I. I thought it might have been an issue between him and I at first just because I have had trust issues with men for a few years now. A few things happened to me that have taken me a very long time to get over and the great thing about Nick is, he helps keep my chin up and supports me in every way he can. I can see how I could be insecure about some aspect in my life but I know it is not with Nick... I talked to a good friend of mine and she got me thinking about other aspects in my life that I may be insecure about and I think I finally figured it out. I am not going to go into detail about it here just for personal reasons, but I think it has finally helped to calm me down about worrying what Nick will say the next time I have another dream.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Hard times...
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Grocery Store Fighting
So weird.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Smoking Weed and Old Friends
I was hanging out with a really old friend, Missy... This girl I went to high school with who was the younger sister of one of my close friends Ed. We were at her house sitting on the couch smoking a bowl waiting for some of her friends to stop by when another girl I went to middle school/high school with stopped by unexpectedly. Mary was her name and I really never liked her much... She was one of the snotty "popular" girls who thought she was cooler than she really was, pretty annoying. All we did was sit there and smoke some weed... And that was it.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Wandering through a Fairy Tale
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Guppies and Monsters!
 After we finished catching the guppies, I ended up in a large gym filled with a ton of people who were jumping around all over the place practicing gymnastics or something. I did notice all of them were half monster (mix of a werewolf, lion, bird) and half human. I then realized I was the same. There was this man who came into the gym and noticed I was trying to accomplish a back flip and started to show me how to do it. When I finally got it down, he walked into the other room of the gym. I suddenly heard screaming and looked in the room to see what had happened. I saw the man who had just helped me starting to tear other people apart. He had turned into the huge black monster and was attacking anything in site. I turned into my monster form and left to try and get help. I then turned to go back inside thinking I would not have time to get help to save everyone... So I started to fight the monster... And then Nick woke me up. :protest!:
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Metal Armadillo
It all started out with Nick and I moving into a new apartment complex. I moved into one, and he moved into another directly behind mine. The nice thing about these apartments was we both had room to put washers and dryers in them, and had a large garage big enough for the both of us. The first thing we both did was go out and buy a bright red washer and dryer that looked like this:
Let me say, they worked amazing in my dream!The next thing Nick started to accomplish was building a giant metal tank - he thought the world was going to end soon and wanted something safe for the both of us to hide in, that would also be able to shoot ammo to protect us if need be. He first built a small replica of what he wanted that was remote controlled. It looked like a mix between a crab and an armadillo - except metal. He than began work on the full-size tank in our garage where no one could see it. It had a set of three wheels on each side of the tank and had a large hatch that opened on the top for us to get in and out of. There were large spikes on each side of the tank to protect us from intruders trying to climb on the vehicle. Two large guns pointed out the front with four more protecting the sides and back.
There was a large dirt field filled with broken down cars across the street so Nick and I decided to take the tank for a test run. For the size and weight of the thing, that sucker was quick! We did notice there was some steering problems and went back to the garage to fix them.
Unfortunately, I woke up after that... Ugh.. I really wanted to see what was going to happen with our tank!
Monday, July 21, 2008
Le sigh...
How upsetting..
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
My dads boat
It started out being out on the lake in my dad's new boat. At first, it was just my dad, Nick, and I enjoying the sunlight out at Lake Pleasant. A few minutes into our ride, Curtis popped out from below deck to grace all of us with his presence. Apparently, he had been taking a nap in there ever since we left my dad's house - Nick and I didn't know he was in there.
Anyways, we pretty much just putted around the lake for awhile getting the boat up and running since there is still a lot of work that needs to be done to it mechanically. I brought one of those tubes to pull behind the boat and started to blow it up to get it ready to ride. We all decided to go near the shore to see what we could find... And ended up getting stuck.
The lake water ended up being really low where usually it is deep and the boat ended up getting stuck in some rocks and mud. We sat there for awhile trying to figure out how to get it out when one of the propellers broke. Nick and Curtis, being the handymen they are started to try and fix the broken propeller with my dad. Eventually, they got it all patched up, we pushed the boat back out, and were on our way to have some fun.
There was me trying to figure out how to tie the tube to the boat for the longest time when my alarm clock went off... Stupid thing always ruins good times.
Monday, June 16, 2008
What friends I have
I was at a friend's house, or so I thought... Just hanging around the pool. I suddenly found myself underwater trying to get up for air and noticed about half of the people there were trying to keep me down, the other half, trying to save my life. I guess I must have passed out in my dream since the next thing I remember was laying on the couch shivering and hearing sirens out front. The fire dept had come a few times, but kept leaving since the half that was trying to kill me kept saying everything was ok.
Finally, I guess someone got the word out I was not ok so the fire dept came back and forced their way inside immediately finding me on the couch. The sat me up and started taking my vitals and asking me what had happened. I really was not sure...
The man then started to ask how I felt, including telling him anywhere that hurt on me. Of course, me head and my back was said first... As I usually have a headache in real life and my back is always killing me... Next was the fact I was shivering and could not seem to get warm... I woke up freezing cold.
So weird...
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Super Lady and Single Life?
I was at some sort of building that had an airport in back of it. There was only a small really old crappy looking plane there, and surprisingly it still could fly as I later found out during the dream.
Anyways, for some reason there were a couple of people out to kill me... I would have figured this would have turned into a nightmare just because dreams like this usually do but it really wasn't all that scary. The people would always catch up to me to try and kill me but I would always do something crazy like fly away or bust through walls to escape.. Thus bringing out the superlady inside of me :-)
I really don't remember how my dream turned into something completely different, but it did... The next moment I was talking to Nick, who was breaking up with me for another woman. Of course I was deeply hurt by this but moved on to find someone new. From what I could see in my dream, a year or so must have gone by and Nick and I ended up running into each other at some cafe. He told me he missed me and regretted ever letting me go... Then I woke up.. Damn having to pee in the middle of the night.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Camping and Halloween
The dream I had last night started off with my neighbors, Nick, and I camping. We were in the middle of a beautiful wooded area that was surrounded by some really weird tar looking swamps which smelled horrible. Why camp there? I will get into it a little later as it was not made clear to me until later. I remember I kept getting aggravated with Nick because he had brought this tent that did not shut all the way so bugs were able to get in.... And in addition, he had brought his very small air mattress for us to sleep on and kept taking up the whole thing so I got to sleep on the floor.
I got a phone call from a friend of mine who needed a ride to work. I decided I did not want to stay in the tent anymore so decided to head out to the Halloween party she was currently at. Upon my arrival I noticed the majority of the people there were old friends of mine from high school. When knocking on the door, I started to get a creepy feeling a clown would be opening the door... Thanks to my understanding on being in a dream, I changed that someone into something else a little less creepy. It was nice... I found the lady I was supposed to give a ride and started to head out on our way. Before we left, I told everyone I would be back to catch up and see how everyone was doing. For some reason I only had a bike, so my friend was riding on the back. We had to go through all these crazy looking farmers fields to get to where she needed to be.
We finally arrived at her work and she went inside. I stared to bike my way back towards the Halloween party when I decided to take a short cut near the tar swamps. I switched my clothes into a tinkerbell costume I had randomly had for some reason and started on my way once more. I ended up taking a turn too quickly and hit some sort of bump which jolted me into the air towards one of the tar swamps. I landed on the side holding onto some roots that were sticking out of the dirt to try and not fall in. A Native American man showed up not too much longer and told me to not be afraid of the tar, that is was a magical substance and would only help me. He said to let go of the roots and let myself fall in along with my bike, and the tar would carry me where I needed to be.
I ended up back in the tent laying next to Nick who suddenly woke up asking me where I had been and why I was covered in dirt. I had explained to him what had happened when he told me to clean up so we both could go back to the party and hang out for awhile.
Then I woke up... Boooooo

The tinkerbell costume I had on was just like this one, except green on the top half, black on the bottom.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Scavenger Hunts, Preggo Rani, and PacMan
The gangster females had made it to the hospital as well and were now searching around us too. I decided to leave the group and go inside to look. Sure enough, I found the next clue within some sort of eyeball doctor room. It was a small napkin with tiny eggs rolled up in it. Once I got back to the group, I remember being so proud of myself cause no one else could find it, and I did!
The group then ended up in some auto yard where we all were just hanging out talking with the mechanics trying to see if they could help us with the next clue.
I was then sitting in a large group which I finally realized was everyone who was participating in the scavenger hunt. I guess it had ended and they were about to call out the winners. The main person speaking up front said something along the lines of "Before we start announcing our winners for the day, I want everyone to know and congratulate Rani on her upcoming expectancy". I looked at Rani (my little sister - 16 years old), who was sitting next to me and noticed her tummy did look larger than normal. I started to rub it and felt a baby kicking.
I then asked her "Does dad know yet" when Nick's PacMan theme song alarm clock went off.... LAME.
It was about to get to the good part - Why? Because my dad would have FREAKED!
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Bed that was not my own
I think it was my subconscious trying to tell me I really do need a new bed. Mine sucks... So maybe a new bed will be the first thing on my list once I finally move.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Fake Cops and Harassment
Anyways now on with the dream I had last night in the few hours I actually did get some sleep.
There was this girl who had been stalking me for awhile. She was not doing things directly to me so I was unable to get any sort of legal action placed against her. I decided I should speak with a cop to try and get some advice as to what else I could do. While walking down the street towards the police station I noticed a cop parked on the side of the road. I decided to go ahead and ask him what I should do and started to speak with him. We ended up going into a small diner and got some coffee while I asked him questions. Somehow we tricked me into getting into his car and we started down the street. I later started to feel like I was drunk, which probably means he put some sort of drug in my drink when I was not looking. His police car was completely destroyed inside, trash everywhere, cigarette ashes all over the place, smelt rotten.
I cant remember how I got away, but I did and remember crying to another friend of mine who had been getting stalked by the same girl as I. Her and I sat around for a long time talking about what had happened and came up with a game plan on how to take care of our problem. Too bad I woke up before the final game plan was given to me! LOL
Friday, May 9, 2008
Crab fishing and making my own dog food
It started off with me and another odd friend to be in a dream with living in apartments not far from the bay. Her and I were hanging out until I got the feeling to head out towards the bay. Along the way I ran into a few men loading up HUGE bags of miscellaneous items including dog food. For some reason I was really intrigued at the ingredients put into dog food and eventually got asked why I kept staring at one of the packages.
The guy was young and very cute... And I remember feeling embarrassed telling him why I was staring at the ingredients for dog food. I said I had always wanted to make my own so I could save money and not buy anything, he agreed with me and told me good luck then asked what I was off to go do.
I told him about my little crab fishing excursion and said I was headed down to the bay to head out. He offered to walk me down there and I agreed.
When we reached the bay I remember showing him around the boat and how we fished for crab. That is pretty much all I remember from the dream but it was really weird... Dog food and crab fishing? Wow.
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Flooding School and the Ocean
It started off with me going to school, University of Phoenix. There were about thirty other students including myself in a large classroom that started to flood. Not really sure why it started to flood but we were all standing around like a bunch of idiots saying "What should we do?". I finally decided to leave the room and headed outside towards a beach. By the time I got there it was night time.. I noticed two gangster looking people a ways down the beach fighting and yelling and decided it would be a good idea to hide so I wouldn't get involved... I jumped on this tree which ended up breaking.. Said "oh shit" and ran out on the pier and hid. A few minutes later the two gangsters walked up to the tree and freaked out yelling something that sounded like "Who the hell broke our tree, I am going to kill whoever broke our drug tree!".
All of a sudden it was day and I was surrounded by a bunch of friends including my best friend Andrea.
NOTE: A few of the following names have been changed due to the possibility of someone freaking out for no apparent reason and causing unneeded drama as this was ONLY a dream.
While putting some sun tan lotion on I borrowed from Andrea I noticed Blondie (not the singer) and her Blondie husband coming down the pier pissed off. Andrea had asked me what her issue was and why she was starting drama with everyone. Like usual, there was nothing that had been done to her and it was just petty drama. Once Blondie reached us and got in my face, all hell broke loose. She said one thing to me and I blew up and started to punch her in the face along with kicking her in the stomach. I finally ended up throwing her off the side of the pier and continued hanging out with my friends.
Then I woke up..
I thought the dream was quite amusing..LOL
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Lately..
Mostly because I have been in pain for the past week..
Hope to dream something up soon though... So keep yourself posted!
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Gotcha!
A couple of nights ago, the second dream occurred.... I remember living near a forest somewhere far from where I live now. As it happened in real life, my boyfriends tires had been slashed two nights in a row. Of course him and I were stopping at nothing to find who was responsible. A few vehicles were caught on tape, one was a dark blue Ford pickup with a tool box in the bed and step ups on the side, the other a dark colored bronco. My friend Ani joined in the search and as wild and crazy she was in the dream, it helped to bring in guilty souls to confess.
There was a large gathering outside my apartment complex during dusk... In the middle there was a large stand with table surrounding it that was occupied by a judge and several lawyers and police. Apparently Ani had figured out one of the culprits and threatened him, if he didn't confess there would be hell. I walked up to the blue truck and found and old friend of one of my old neighbors sitting in the front seat. I asked him if he was the one who slashed the tires and he said yes... We then walked to the crowd of people and stood before the judge who later sent him to jail with a $2500 fine along with the cost of tires.
All I can remember from the end was Ani dancing around the guy laughing hysterically at him... which made me laugh in return.
She cracks me up.
Then I woke up... and was upset it was time to go to work.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Werewolf?!
Ran around terrorizing people and such... Never killed anyone though.
Friday, April 18, 2008
Roller Coasters and Halo 3 looking people
I remember being in some sort of theme park that had just opened a new ride based on some kind of television show or movie I and my boyfriend Nick were staring in. Since it was opening day, we were invited to be one the first people to ride the new ride. To go along with the theme we were dressed in this armor that looked like something off the video game Halo 3. I told Nick to go ahead and ride the coaster first to tell me if it was worth it... About 5 seconds went by and we came back soaking wet and said I had to ride the ride. So we boarded the ride and started up the long trek to the top of the coaster. As soon as the small four-person cart reached the top it blasted at some crazy speed down so fast I thought we were literally going to fly off the track.
I thought it was odd that Nick had returned from his ride in 5 seconds because it seemed as if the ride kept going on forever. The cart kept passing crazy waterfalls and jerking in all kinds of different ways. Finally we entered in a dark tunnel where I thought we would go down another hill into some sort of water pool as an ending to the ride. We kept going and going though... Next thing I know Nick and I are laying in my truck. It was really weird because I was 'asleep' in my dream and he was trying to wake me up. I then woke up to telling him to get up and go to work because he was going to be late. Ha.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
My very own Coin-Operated Boy!
But anyways, I had a dream that my current boyfriend Nick was in fact a coin-operated boy who only came to life when I wanted him to. Total control factor in my eyes but amusing and fun none the less...
Monday, April 14, 2008
Wal-Mart and Hummer's!
I was part of some kind of gang, only girl, and we were on some kind of mission running away from the cops. At first there were four of us... One guy decided to find us a new ride while the remainder of us went into Wal-Mart to "hide". Of course Wal-Mart security has on us in no time so the three of us split. I went one way and the others went another. I guess they went the wrong way because I ended up in the back on the Wal-Mart looking at a bad ass new Hummer with my name on it - literally. I had no idea where the other person went who was supposed to find us a ride or where the other two had ended up so I jumped in the Hummer and went on my way. I do not remember why but I came up on some sort of wooded river and met a guy there who I later strangled and left for dead... I continued on my way and found the three comrades of mine on the side of the road. I quickly stopped to pick them up and we went on our merry way.
Then I woke up to a phone call which ended up being this girl crying in my ear. Damn you!
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Slashing Tires and Stealing Subs
Last night I think I got about three hours of sleep, if that. I had the craziest nightmare that whoever was slashing his tires came back and tore my truck to pieces. They managed to get in by cutting a small hole in the driver side window and used some kind of tool, probably a coat hanger, to unlock my doors. After they got in they ripped out my stereo and ripped my subs from behind my seats. The passengers side seat had been thrown out of the truck and the amp that was under it had been ripped out taking half the carpet with it. All four tires were slashed.
I would have figured they would have taken a bit more care taking things out from the inside since they were kind enough to not break windows.
Either way, I am glad this didn't really happen..
Friday, April 4, 2008
Clowns, Mazes, and White Horses
Immediately I started to panic and try to go the other way but the ride kept pushing me closer and closer to this terrifying clown. He was finally right next to me when the ride made a sudden right turn out into some kind of maze. There I exited the ride and began to run across a field that had suddenly appeared. There was a beautiful white horse standing on the other side of the field. When I reached the creature, it kneeled down in a way telling me to jump on. I did as I was still trying to run away from the clown who had begun to chase me through the field. The horse jolted and began to run faster then any horse I had ever been on. It suddenly made a giant leap and I found myself high above this vast maze which stretched for miles below.
The next moment I was looking through what seemed to be a blurry television at a group of doctors standing around the white horse I had just been on. At first I couldn't really make out what they were saying until "the girl who was found next to the horse" was said. I started to listen in as they explained the horse didn't know what kind of power it had and when it jumped, it overshot its' target killing me on impact. They continued to say the horse would be fine but the girl was a lost cause. I then heard something behind me so I turned to find the same clown who had been chasing me before chuckling and welcoming me to his world.
I finally woke up in a terrible sweat as this was the first time I had ever "died" in a dream.
The following was taken from:
Dream Dictionary
Dying
Not a portent of death per say.
1. If you dream of dying yourself, then all your troubles will soon be over and you can start anew. However, it could also mean that a part of you is dying and, if the other symbols in the dream tell you that it’s a part of you that you like, you’d better find a way to resurrect it, and fast.
2. Sometimes this can be a wish-fulfillment dream, if you dream that someone who is causing trouble for you is dying. Don’t feel guilty; this is a better way to manifest that wish than other ways!
3. Dreams in which the dreamer talks with dead people imply that very welcome news is on its way.
I am not sure I agree with the above statement... meaning I may possibly get over my fear of clowns? Or maybe the things going wrong in my life will right themselves? I can only hope for the best.
Monday, March 31, 2008
Animal Abuse and Domestic Distrubance
The dream/nightmare I had last night was random and completely odd... Just like most of the other night visions I get while sleeping. It started off with me being in our horse pasture out at my mothers current residence. I am not sure what I was doing out there but started to walk back into the house as soon as I heard my sister (who was my cousin in the dream?!) yell at me. From what I remember the next scene was me in my bedroom at the time I lived there staring out the front window at my cousin (older sister) walking down the driveway screaming at the top of her lungs about something. I remember her telling me to go downstairs, so I did.
Downstairs I saw a bunch of empty bird cages which were the cages our pet birds had always been in and looked as if they had completely disappeared since there was still food and water in them. I headed up to the garage where I found another cage with two very sickly birds in it. They had no food or water so I gave them some new food and filled their dishes with clean water. One bird only had half its' feathers left and the other looked dull and grey in color. I remember being so angry about the condition of the birds I ran inside and started to yell at my mother and cousin. They told me they had given away my bird along with most of the others for some reason I cannot recall. The fighting was so bad I ended up grabbing the birds and started to run away from the house. This is where I woke up...
Even though it wasn't an exactly scary dream per say, I was shaken up due to the fact I do not want to have another falling out with my mother. I know my bird is still safe and well taken care of but in the back of my mind I felt something was terribly wrong. It was just a weird coincidence that I was thinking about buying another cockatiel yesterday and dreamed about losing my current one "Neo".

