Weddings And Losing Loved Ones

It is safe to say I definitely had a nightmare last night.... :: sigh ::

Any who... It started off getting ready for my co-workers upcoming wedding. Everything was pretty much a disaster, I forgot my dress, then my shoes and so on so fourth. All of the other brides maids were ready to go, they were just waiting on me to finally get my act together. I was also distracted because I had been waiting on my sister and her best friend to finally arrive as they had been driving from Arizona to attend the wedding. My mom finally showed up but I knew immediately that something was wrong since she was in obvious distraught. She pulled me to the side and gave me some terrible news - my sister and her friend had gotten in a car accident and they didn't make it.

I was torn apart, literally. I couldn't focus, talk or do anything to control my sobs of sorrow. I ended up leaving the wedding before it even began and went home.

I am sure this would have turned into something incredibly worse but I was woken up by a roommates friend busting into my room to use my bathroom... As much as this pisses me off, I am glad he did so at that point in time. I couldn't bear the loss of another loved on, even if it was only a dream.