Quading over Lake Travis

That's right, I was on a floating quad wandering around Lake Travis in my dream last night. I was with a good friend of mine who owns a condo right on the lake out here... He had a couple of Polaris quads with those sand tires on them (apparently you can float on water if you have those on... O_o). Anyways, we pretty much just ran around on the lake on those for a good while then I woke up to the dreaded alarm clock. ::sigh:: I hate mornings.


I would like to take a minute to talk about a dream I had earlier this week as well that I never got around to posting about... I think it was on Monday night or something. Anywho, there was a small dog, maybe a Pomeranian who came out of nowhere barking at me and wagging its tail in an incredibly violent manner. It was trying to scare me away from something - not quite sure what. The weird thing about the dog was it was no ordinary dog, this dog had a bright blue body, bright red neck and face with these piercing fire gold eyes. Creepy... just creepy.

Turned into an ostrich?

That's right kids, I totally turned into an ostrich last night. I cannot remember how the dream began but suddenly I was a flightless bird going undercover to try and catch some bad guys from doing something horrible (I couldn't tell you what). The dream ended with a friend and myself in an upstairs room alone with two men, one much shorter than I (I am 5'9") and the other much taller. It was really weird and damn my alarm for waking me up before it ended... I really wanted to see what was going to happen next!

Another Dream of Marriage

Except this time, it was an arranged marriage. The only part of the situation I can recall is I was in some kind of camp and the only way for me to get out and survive was to marry one of the high lords.... I ended up marrying him and it turned out to be not so bad.

But enough about that, another dream about marriage?? Two dreams in one week about a similar thing, now there must be something going on. I thought about it for awhile and figured out exactly what my dream last night meant.

An arranged marriage is supposed to symbolize that I am feeling forced or have no voice in a situation in my waking life and well I will be damned, I sure as hell am stuck in the middle of a triangle of lies, drama and hate - not really involving me but those around... ::sigh::

Now I just need to figure out what to do about it because standing behind the scenes seems to just pull me into it even further... WTF

Damn you Alarm Clock....

I had a dream I married the man of my dreams last night.... and just about when he was going to ravish me, the damn alarm clock wakes me up... Seriously alarm clock, SERIOUSLY?

I haven't had a good dream in a long time - mostly nightmares that I cannot remember or I haven't been able to sleep at all; thank you insomnia. I recently started taking Melatonin on a daily basis to try and help with the sleepless nights... Hopefully it helps and I can update this blog here more often.

So anyways, back to the dream last night. Via dreammoods.com: To see a marriage in your dream, signifies commitment, harmony or transitional period. You are undergoing an important developmental phase in your life. The dream may also represent the unification of formerly separate or opposite aspects of yourself. In particular, it is the union of masculine or feminine aspects of yourself. Consider the qualities and characteristics of the person that you are marrying. These are the qualities that you need to look at incorporating within yourself.

I thought about this for quite awhile today and I still cannot think of a good reason why I had this dream... There might not even need to be a reason at all other than just another random thought of mine (since I have been dating and all). To elaborate, the man I married was a very caring and passionate person who was honest, reliable and easy to get along with - all characteristics I feel I obtain as well. So... I am not thinking it had anything to do with incorporating these things within myself.... But uh, I have gone on a number of crap dates lately so I have pretty much come to the conclusion this dream was a longing for a good man to come into my life, even if him and I only become good friends... it would be nice to find someone to share life with at the moment.