Cutting off my hair

A few nights ago, I had a dream I was cutting all of my hair off with a knife... I don't remember any other part of the dream except for this. In the Dream Moods Dictionary - cutting your hair is suppose to suggest I am experiencing some kind of loss in strength or that someone is trying to censor me in some way. It could also mean I am trying to reshape my thinking or ambitions to try and eliminate unwanted thoughts/habits.

This really got me thinking about some things going on.... Hrmmm

Mark from the Men and Asian's dream

I had a dream about Mark again.... But this time, he was disfigured. I think the best way I could describe him would be some sort of goblin. He had the straight up pointy nose, disfigured teeth, odd shaped eyes, and elf ears. He was not doing anything to try and harm or scare me in any way... but I remember I was completely turned off by his looks and wanted to get away.

I couldn't find anything about people you know turning into goblin creatures in the dream dictionary so I am just going to guess what all this relates to.

The other day, Mark hits me up out of the blue and says "You know, if you don't want to hang out, just let me know now because I am tired of wasting my time on you". I have been completely busy for the past two weeks and really haven't had the urge or time to go hang out with him. He continued to say I was wasting his time and hinted that I was some kind of bar slut.

Now any feelings I had for him pretty much disappeared after he said those words to me which makes me think... Turning into a goblin in my dream was my way of letting every feeling go I ever had for him.

The only shitty part of this whole situation is he totally has my couch, and a couple of lamps. (I let him borrow them since he just moved back into town and didn't have anything).