A couple nights ago, I had one of those dreams where you're sleeping and when you try to wake up and move, you can't. It has to be one of the most traumatizing dreams to have and it sucks.
Anyways, I was asleep in my bed facing the opposite wall to the bedroom door. My cat was laying right next to my head like she usually does and there was some music playing in the background, specifically Bad Religion. All of a sudden my cat jumped up off the bed, then went under the bed to hide. I then started to hear footsteps coming up the stairs towards my room and a man's voice singing over the Bad Religion.
At this point, I tried to wake up so I could get up and hide myself but my body wouldn't move. I was stuck facing the opposite way and could feel the man standing over my bed behind me. I finally managed to wake myself up in real life to find my cat sleeping peacefully in her usual spot but could not get back to sleep the rest of the night. Definitely was a little unnerving... to say the least.
Monday, May 16, 2011
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Hello Mr. Security Guard
It all started out in Florida. I was driving around some town just before dark. As I went to turn on my headlights, something shorted out in the xTerra I was driving and my lights would not turn on. I stopped on the side of the road and realized I would need to replace both headlights with brand new ones. I guess I couldn't get the car to start back up without working headlights so I had to park it in some old abandoned condo garage. I started to walk down the road to try and find an auto shop and noticed a security guard a little ways off in the distance. He noticed me walking alone and started towards me. When he finally caught up with me, he asked me what I was doing out by myself in this neighborhood (apparently it wasn't the best place to be by yourself, especially being a woman and all). I told him about my situation and he told me he would walk with me and help me find somewhere to replace the lights. This security guard just so happened to be the INCREDIBLY GORGEOUS lifeguard I saw the other day at Barton Springs Pool. :swoon:
Daydreams.................
Ok, back to the dream. We started walking down the road and came up to an AutoZone. Went inside and they did not have the lights I needed so we kept wandering on down the road. The sexy security guard and I must have gone to at least five different stores until he told me to take a seat and he would find the lights for me (I was exhausted at this point and we just so happened to be by a hotel so I went inside and sat at the bar while I waited for him to come back). What seemed like 45 minutes or so, he came back through the door with two headlights and we started back to where I parked. For some reason, the both of us got completed turned around and could not find the garage. After what seemed like a few hours, we finally found my car and replaced the headlights.
The scene then changed and the security guard and I were flying over Florida in a small airplane. I guess he had his pilots license and his own airplane?? I told him I would need to head back to Austin, TX soon so he started to take the plane down to land. He ended up landing it BACKWARDS and in this huge hanger. It was really awkward haha. I ended up moving down to Florida, but only stayed for two weeks because I absolutely hated it and decided to head back to Austin.
The scene then changed again and I was performing in a carnival. I had this really cool LED hoop that would change with the music along with a regular large hoop. After the show, I was standing on the side of the stage talking with DJ Mercedes (she's a DJ who lives in LA I randomly met at the Big 4 Concert in Palm Springs last month). The security guard had told me he wanted to come up to Austin so DJ Mercedes and I were trying to convince him to go for it. He kept saying how nervous he was so I told him I would protect him. LMAO.... Silly Noelle.
Anyways, I woke up after that. Poop.
Daydreams.................
Ok, back to the dream. We started walking down the road and came up to an AutoZone. Went inside and they did not have the lights I needed so we kept wandering on down the road. The sexy security guard and I must have gone to at least five different stores until he told me to take a seat and he would find the lights for me (I was exhausted at this point and we just so happened to be by a hotel so I went inside and sat at the bar while I waited for him to come back). What seemed like 45 minutes or so, he came back through the door with two headlights and we started back to where I parked. For some reason, the both of us got completed turned around and could not find the garage. After what seemed like a few hours, we finally found my car and replaced the headlights.
The scene then changed and the security guard and I were flying over Florida in a small airplane. I guess he had his pilots license and his own airplane?? I told him I would need to head back to Austin, TX soon so he started to take the plane down to land. He ended up landing it BACKWARDS and in this huge hanger. It was really awkward haha. I ended up moving down to Florida, but only stayed for two weeks because I absolutely hated it and decided to head back to Austin.
The scene then changed again and I was performing in a carnival. I had this really cool LED hoop that would change with the music along with a regular large hoop. After the show, I was standing on the side of the stage talking with DJ Mercedes (she's a DJ who lives in LA I randomly met at the Big 4 Concert in Palm Springs last month). The security guard had told me he wanted to come up to Austin so DJ Mercedes and I were trying to convince him to go for it. He kept saying how nervous he was so I told him I would protect him. LMAO.... Silly Noelle.
Anyways, I woke up after that. Poop.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Driver, I have to go!!
There were four of us traveling across the 
United States (I think) in a large white van. We (using nicknames here); Twitch, Dot, Laser, the driver and myself, kept driving through the middle of no where. It was strange because we kept coming up on these REALLY nice housing developments in the middle of the desert. I remember being incredibly confused since there was absolutely nothing out there except these houses. Not a single store, bank, gas station... nothing... just desert and cacti.
Twitch and Dot were discussing how sick Twitch would get if she smoked too much marijuana and I was trying to convince the driver to pull over because I had to use the restroom. He would "accidentally" miss each exit for a rest stop and refused to pull over to the side of the road to let me relieve myself. WTF
Laser sat in the back of the van laughing uncontrollably the whole time while making snide comments at Twitch and myself for being girls and complaining about our current situation. HE WOULD.
United States (I think) in a large white van. We (using nicknames here); Twitch, Dot, Laser, the driver and myself, kept driving through the middle of no where. It was strange because we kept coming up on these REALLY nice housing developments in the middle of the desert. I remember being incredibly confused since there was absolutely nothing out there except these houses. Not a single store, bank, gas station... nothing... just desert and cacti.
Twitch and Dot were discussing how sick Twitch would get if she smoked too much marijuana and I was trying to convince the driver to pull over because I had to use the restroom. He would "accidentally" miss each exit for a rest stop and refused to pull over to the side of the road to let me relieve myself. WTF
Laser sat in the back of the van laughing uncontrollably the whole time while making snide comments at Twitch and myself for being girls and complaining about our current situation. HE WOULD.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Flying High in the Sky
The dream started out in some kind of military college camp out in the middle of no where. For some reason I was being punished so they had me strapped to this large table in the middle of this huge house. I was by myself for what seemed like forever and could see other people outside doing military drills (running, going through obstacle courses, etc). I remember feeling incredibly lonely at first, but then this man came into the house and released me from the table. He was apparently my other half and we were deeply in love. As soon as he released me from the table, I wrapped myself in his arms and didn't let go for what seemed like days.
The scene changed and I was sitting there looking incredibly grief stricken and lost. Someone had kidnapped my love and I was determined to find him. Luckily, my subconscious gave me the ability to fly (yessssss). I flew all over the world looking for this man, from Alaska down to the Caribbean with absolutely no luck. At one point, I was so high in the sky I could see the whole world under me. I was pointing out to whoever I was flying with that I had been up to Alaska and all the way down to the Caribbean.
Unfortunately, I never did find the man I loved.
The scene changed and I was sitting there looking incredibly grief stricken and lost. Someone had kidnapped my love and I was determined to find him. Luckily, my subconscious gave me the ability to fly (yessssss). I flew all over the world looking for this man, from Alaska down to the Caribbean with absolutely no luck. At one point, I was so high in the sky I could see the whole world under me. I was pointing out to whoever I was flying with that I had been up to Alaska and all the way down to the Caribbean.
Unfortunately, I never did find the man I loved.
Monday, March 21, 2011
Once Again, Around the Bend
I was in some kind of video world going around counter-clockwise on an oval track. Every time I would make it around a certain point, the scenery around the track would change. One moment I would be surrounded by a vast green forest, the next a rainforest and waterfalls, so on and so forth.
As I was going around this neverending track, two foreigners (I couldn't place where they were from) along with another aquaintance I know in my waking life kept aggravating me. I remember standing there, going around this oval track and bitching at them, in turn causing a huge scene. Eventually, a cop came out of no where and put me under arrest. Instead of taking me to jail like a normal cop, he placed me in this cell that ventured around the track with everyone else. I was in front of the crowd so everyone could see me.
Ellie Goulding, who just so happens to be one of my favorite artists who I missed at SXSW this year, was supposed to play a show. She ended up setting up shop right in front of my cell and began to sing. I remember finally starting to feel a sense of calm and tranquility as soon as I heard the music. The cop realized this and decided to let me out so I could continue to enjoy Ellie's music as she continued with her show.
The two foreign guys who were harrasing me earlier in the dream came up behind me. One of them threw up all over me while the other began to try and throw me off the edge of the track, which would have killed me since the track seemed to be high in the sky with nothing but darkness beneath. I felt incredibly frightened in this moment and sat there screaming and fighting for my life until I woke up in a cold sweat.
It took me a long time to fall back asleep after waking up from this dream... This is the second dream in a row people have attacked me... What does it all mean?
As I was going around this neverending track, two foreigners (I couldn't place where they were from) along with another aquaintance I know in my waking life kept aggravating me. I remember standing there, going around this oval track and bitching at them, in turn causing a huge scene. Eventually, a cop came out of no where and put me under arrest. Instead of taking me to jail like a normal cop, he placed me in this cell that ventured around the track with everyone else. I was in front of the crowd so everyone could see me.
Ellie Goulding, who just so happens to be one of my favorite artists who I missed at SXSW this year, was supposed to play a show. She ended up setting up shop right in front of my cell and began to sing. I remember finally starting to feel a sense of calm and tranquility as soon as I heard the music. The cop realized this and decided to let me out so I could continue to enjoy Ellie's music as she continued with her show.
The two foreign guys who were harrasing me earlier in the dream came up behind me. One of them threw up all over me while the other began to try and throw me off the edge of the track, which would have killed me since the track seemed to be high in the sky with nothing but darkness beneath. I felt incredibly frightened in this moment and sat there screaming and fighting for my life until I woke up in a cold sweat.
It took me a long time to fall back asleep after waking up from this dream... This is the second dream in a row people have attacked me... What does it all mean?
Friday, March 11, 2011
Scribbled Emotions
I ran into my ex-boyfriend Nick while I was out walking around in my dream (I can't remember where I was when I saw him) and decided I would try and make things right since him and I didn't exactly have a friendly breakup. He wanted to sit down and video tape us while we discussed what had happened and told me he eventually wanted to make a video on violence in relationships. All I could do was laugh since him and I really didn't have a physically violent relationship and I wasn't really sure what he was trying to imply.... however, I suppose I could describe the mental anguish both of us suffered as being violent in some form or another (especially since it obviously still torments me to a point).
Nick ended up getting offended and left... He showed up at my house later on with his new girlfriend, who happened to be my buddy Eric's best friend in Omaha, NE, and another guy who I've never seen before. Long story short, this girl has issues with other women, she's overly protective and really doesn't give a shit about anyone or anything. She started talking a bunch of nonsense to me to start drama so I told them to get the hell out of my house. Once outside I locked them out and the girl continued to yell and scream obsenities at me so I threw a glass full of cranberry juice at her head. Of course the girl got pissed and they started to break into my house.
I called the cops just as they broke through the door. I was able to mace the two men before the girl pushed me into a closet and started to beat the hell out of me. I was still on the phone with the police so they could hear all of the commotion go on as it occured. The girl finally got off of me and the three started to run just as the cops showed up to arrest them.
The last thing I remember was watching a TV crew set up camp to do a news report as I collapsed on my living room floor balling my eyes out as the choas of the police surrounded me.
Nick ended up getting offended and left... He showed up at my house later on with his new girlfriend, who happened to be my buddy Eric's best friend in Omaha, NE, and another guy who I've never seen before. Long story short, this girl has issues with other women, she's overly protective and really doesn't give a shit about anyone or anything. She started talking a bunch of nonsense to me to start drama so I told them to get the hell out of my house. Once outside I locked them out and the girl continued to yell and scream obsenities at me so I threw a glass full of cranberry juice at her head. Of course the girl got pissed and they started to break into my house.
I called the cops just as they broke through the door. I was able to mace the two men before the girl pushed me into a closet and started to beat the hell out of me. I was still on the phone with the police so they could hear all of the commotion go on as it occured. The girl finally got off of me and the three started to run just as the cops showed up to arrest them.
The last thing I remember was watching a TV crew set up camp to do a news report as I collapsed on my living room floor balling my eyes out as the choas of the police surrounded me.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
A War With No Sides
I was unfortunately, lucky enough to be caught in the middle of a war with no meaning in the dream I had last night. I wasn't sure if I was fighting for the right side, whether there was a right side or not, and I couldn't figure out just what we were fighting for. There is only one scene I remember and it reminded me of a sick morbid game, kind of like one of those life and death games off the SAW movies.
There were about five of us "soldiers" standing around an old abandoned car. One of our soldiers had been shoved inside the car door, where the window rolls up and down into. Obviously, it was an impossible situation as no living person could really fit into a car door without being cut up into a million different pieces. We were given rules on how we could get him out of the door. They were simple and short: Move him or the door the wrong way and he dies.
Oh great, so how the hell do we even start? Another soldier and myself decided we would risk everything and try to get our comrade out of the door... We got him about halfway out before my stupid alarm clock who destroys every good thing about sleep woke me up.
There were about five of us "soldiers" standing around an old abandoned car. One of our soldiers had been shoved inside the car door, where the window rolls up and down into. Obviously, it was an impossible situation as no living person could really fit into a car door without being cut up into a million different pieces. We were given rules on how we could get him out of the door. They were simple and short: Move him or the door the wrong way and he dies.
Oh great, so how the hell do we even start? Another soldier and myself decided we would risk everything and try to get our comrade out of the door... We got him about halfway out before my stupid alarm clock who destroys every good thing about sleep woke me up.
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